i was wondering....

minggu tok palak otak aku nang kept on thinking of smthing nk aku x plu pk sebenanya..coz bnda ya nang bena menyerabut kan palak otak aku..but it came into my mind cm peluru jak..x blh free ckit aku da jak bnda tok ngaco aku..huh..but iv made things clear last nite..eventhough it really hurts my feeling..knk suma org mok sakit and lukak kan ati aku nk dh lukak lmk tok ah..i tot i can take it..but as time goes by..x sangka bnda tok blh jd agk..n now aku bena2 in a state of frustration...tp smpat gk nk memblog tok la..dh ya...ctok jak tpt aku mok kuar kn suma2 nk ada lam palak otak aku..for wat happened to me..mayb dat is why aku pdh smtimes life is unfair..knk when it comes to me..suma nk skit2 jak dtg..nk happy ya mmg la da..tp nk skit ya mmg tlalu skit for me to face..again aku experience kind of feeling nk really2 down..hurt..broken hearted..frustration..padahal aku rs aku xda polah papa pn nk sakitkn hati org lain..aku go on ngn my own life..but then, last2 ati aku juak yg sakit..before tok aku tried my best to b a strong gal..trimak apa2 nk dh jd dgn ati tbukak..time heals me..and it happens again..aku x tauk cmnei aku mok face and take bnda tok agk..bcoz bnda nk sm la pnh molah aku skit lalu2 b4 tok..aku bkn robot utk juz ignore it..aku ada hati , perasaan yg ada hak utk di jaga..bkn utk disakiti selalu..so u guys out there, try to appreciate wat u have..dont simply do thing and say sorry..sorry is not a magic word actually..its juz a phrase where u want to escape from ur fault..so..avoid saying sorry too often and think b4 u act or say something..this is wat i learned from things that happened in my life..apapun, aku apreciate so much my life..i have to move on..and i believe in "wat goes around comes around"..